What kind of retirement life you want?

I saw this question as one of the HEADLINE in a magazine..

I haven't really thought about it..Maybe because i am still young, i don't want to have an aging mind, haha..

But i do have some rough idea.

Well, i want to WORK. Do you think i am crazy? I enjoy working. Probably, i inherited the workacolics from my grandfather and my parent.

They are not moron nor stupid but they do not want to feel like an outdated human being after 55. And i saw this good value in my grandpa a lot!!He is the one that influenced me a lot in the past 23 years..

His spirit, his determination stronger than a steel. With him as my life time guidance, i am totally the most fortunate girl in the planet. Even though i have no such luck to have him with me always (as he just passed away on Nov,2007) but he is always in my mind..I carry his photo with me always..Because i want to remind myself this iron man.

Back to the life i desire after retirement.

Besides that, i do hope to have a constant travel trip with my family, husband and my friends..

How nice to have weekend bbq with a bunch of kids running around, friends chit-chatting, couple cuddling with each other sitting at a cosy corner..dogs running around..

If possible, i want to contribute something back to the society. Probably set up a fund, either its an educational fund or animal protection fund..I am more than willing to do it

I do not want to have only the "TWO" person kind of life whereby only thinking of how to enjoy my life with my partner. I want myself to be more generous, to share my love with the rest of the world. I want them to get beneficial from my love towards them too.

Haha..maybe it's not easy to get such kind of partner but i rather to be with myself if i ain't found any.

Life is not only about material, couple kind of love but it is more than that!!
Like my uncle, He spent his life time in spreading Christianity, set up a church, a broad network in Australia. He is happy with what he did. And i can feel his happiness when i saw his success.

He is not very rich but he is a wealthy man spiritually .He spread his wing to my family. He rather to stay hunger than to see you suffer. He is that kind of person where you can't find it in any part of the world. I always called him a dinasour.

Can i be that dinasour? At the moment, i still don't know how can i make myself to be like him but i know if i always eat the humble pie and be satisfied at what the God gave me then probably i can at least reached the "baby step" of him first,haha...

Cast the shell

I repeatedly ask myself again and again..Why Why Why..???It seems like the answer i gave myself is always infinity or indefinite.

Maybe you can help me to answer this.

Take off your shell and be a little bit more genuine.

This is what i am saying. How many of you can do that? To be honest, i admit i am one of it.

But then when i asked myself, even at the most Beta(conscious) stage of me, i don't even know how to answer.

Probably it's my nature.

Look at my identity "i wish to be called: No One.."

Sometimes, i really wish to be no one..I just want to lead a life that i find comfortable. The pores that i breathe through are not clogged up. The heels that i am wearing is not 4inches tall(2 inches is just nice), I want a house not a bungalow, I want to be just nice not extravagant. Simplicity is what i long for.

But then things may not necessary be the way that you desire.

Therefore, if you could bear the word "satisfaction" in your heart always, then no matter how hard the situation is, i would say it is not a problem.

Sometimes when i am really very very tired, i just throw a very comfortable word to myself:'It's okay, you are a lucky girl'

I don't know but after i told this to myself, i find that heem...i am so lucky..at least i am not obese, i am not handicap, i am not very poor, i am not dumb..

I am still learning...still comprehending how to lead a more easy life..how to be more "satisfying"..And i think my current job does fulfill the requirement of that,haha..

Blogging Sphere

Just came across a very interesting radio interview of a mutual friend of mine.

He is a very successful entrepreneur in IT field. In fact almost every bloggers in the blogging sphere had heard about his company before, that is Nuffnagg.

Well, his company is basically earning thro' the advertiser to help them advertise their product / services via blogging. So as a blogger, if you want to earn extra money you can always sign up with him(Nuffnagg) and you will have to "spare" some space in your own home page to advertise for him. The pay is depends on how high you can drive the traffic. If your personal life or the things you blog are very attractive then Nuffnagg will monitor upon the number of people who visited your page and pay you accordingly.

Well, sounds interesting. Why not you enjoy the interview of him with the BFM station in KL.

Here's the link, ENJOY!

Invitation to treat

According to a friend of mine. If your partner possessed with particular area of knowledge, somehow you will get influenced by he / she.

Is that true?Erm...Undeniably, Yes..As your partner is the one who spend the most hours with you. Therefore the topic that shared between both of you, inevitably would be something related to your work place or your knowledge. Me, yes..substantially got affected quite a lot.

But then, i can understand, the most you will get affected is just on the surface of your partner knowledge, it is quite impossible to know at your finger tips. This friend of mine is amazing! He is like a Pro! His background is totally from the different field.

His answer given was simple "because she is a xxxx, so i know lah.."

I don't know maybe because he did some self-reading or attending classes..Which he did not review much. And i didn't ask further.

My curiosity ponder whether if (and only if) really that simple according to him then i want to have those from IT and medical area(especially a Vet!!) haha..

I am lacking in those area, is it possible?hahah..[sounds desperate,haha]

Well, sounds like i am making an Offer but to be exact i am trying to lure for an INVITATION TO TREAT(ITT). Erm i am talking about LAW now, sorry!!

Meaning: "offer" to the world at large does not mean that it amounts to offer; it can sometimes be treated as an ITT. Thus, i can have the right to reject your offer. And you can't sue me for that. Well, chances of winning is slightly lower.

Haha...quick send in your application form. Make sure you fulfill either of the criteria mention above. mua..Hahaha...

Sexy

what is your definition for "sexy"?
Gosh, when i come to define the word "sexy", it is always "more than that"... When i first thought of the word, my instinct will never go far from Car!!
The car beside was one of my ex-boss 'toy car'.
Perhaps to him is just a toy car to exhibit his flamboyant side. But then to me, it is not only that; He is sexy don't you think?haha..


After cars, my second point of view regarding sexy is of course not only the buttock nor the bust. But the voluptuous body and the abs. Basically overall!
Obviously, too obvious for certain part is not Only distractive but eye sore!!haha..i think just nice is the most appropriate vocab.















The pictures shown here are NOT quoted from any pornographic site but an advertisement display of CITIBANK in Sweden@-@
Guys, Can you believe this?<->
Walau, if i were to stay in overseas then i will definitely visit those A-shop and hope to get a franchise from there.
Well, that are just some very wild imagination of me. And i know very well it's not going to work. I may even be detained under ISA,shit!
Secret to have such body is NOT on diet, but work out nicely in the gym and on the bed..quoted by the CEO of Fitness Centre.

I need your blood

Urgent

A friend of mine urgently in need of blood..
Any blood type are welcome!!

She is 23. Five days ago she was diagnosed with dengue. Her patlet drop till 23. Now is in critical condition. This afternoon she just transferred from Normal ward to ICU.

Please make yourself available at any time to Pantai Hospital.
She is TEH AI YING
Your blood meant a lot to her.
Thank you!!

Please forward this msg to any1 who is interested.

Covenant

I don't understand..i really don't understand if u were to say covenant is promise then why a promise is not a covenant?

Why do we need to segregate this two words to make Covenant looks more promising but not a Promise?

Is it really a must to create legal relation to make a promise a covenant?

Yes, i kept on pondering at the same question again and again!!!

I looked through the various of tools to answer my question..

And i will not believe "Better in time", i will never subside nor give in to the situation.

That's why, that's the reason why i keep on procrastinate, keep on searching, keep on making myself wearing unnecessary SKII..

I don't want to let my sixth sense controlling my thinking power..i definitely do not want my illogical dominate my rational part of my cell...But then it's even to say but hard to perform..I realised i am going deeper and deeper to the other side of me that i do not wish to see...

Help me help me...

I know you may not understand what i am saying here but it's okay..As this is the purpose of me writing here..So you don't have to leave any comment.

P/S: do appreciate the time to read till here. Thanks a lot!

H.A.P.P.I.N.E.S.S easy to say, easier to spell, even easiest to see
BUT difficult to PERFORM..