Tuesday, September 30, 2008

reminiscent wordings



Are you trying to say this song reminiscently your past?
(face down) No comment..

Your previous relationship? The most significant one?
(Spool face) speechless

He let go of you?
(Annoying-Spooky expression) Erm..Honestly i have no comment..

l0 minutes later...
I can only say that i am trying to overcome the trauma.

Trying?..which means the pain is still there?
(mumbling) Well, if i were to say i had fully recovered - its a lie. The scar is there still. whenever i try to open it, it bleeds. Bloods ooze out from the wound.

But it's not pain anymore. The feeling is more like... "reading history book"..

haha..then how does that feel to you?
A lot of thoughts and reminiscent memories..

For instance words like:
T C (* Censored for Privacy purpose)
Coffee - especially that particular coffee
Hokkien Mee
G B (* Censored for Privacy purpose)
Air Itam
P Soup

It all gives a strong flash back..But what i can do now is magnanimously brush off.
~With no feeling, with no thought, with no rebellious reaction..left with an empty shell, handicapped limbs and retarded mind..Pretence to be a living corpse..

I am sorry to hear that..Melody..
(Cheering..) Hey come on..Its a past..It's just that lyrics of that MV above is quite meaningful. It asks us to let go..forgo of the past..Welcome for the future.

Dont you know Human Being cannot live in the Past, in the memories?

Yes ..yes..haha...

After all this had been thro' a long time..Now even if you put salt on my scar, i won't feel the pain anymore..AS my scar has fully grown..It has its own skin..It grows on its own..

Do you learn anything from the "scar"?
Tremendous learnable Lesson!!! No regrets..Conclusion (i draw) even a blunt blade may give a severe cut! And leads to infection, if no immediate first aid was given..hehe..

Hey, i love your description, mel!Why can't you just simplify your thoughts a little bit understandable?haha..
Because this is me..

More interviews about the subsequent relationships..

1 comment:

marcusnhl said...

God, reading your blog is so...wordless. like seeing an interview going on, your way of blogging is really eyes-opening, hahahahaha but you introvert? i will keep my comments on that....kekeke